i know what i planned to do–drive from tallahassee to orlando to spring hill to tampa and back again to tallahassee and then fly to chicago–but then there was reality.
the provenge treatment my father justin is engaging in requires that his blood be extracted from one arm and then processed in a machine which sorts out red and white blood cells. the white blood cells are harvested and then couriered to a lab where, even as i write, they are being enhanced and changed.
justin was feeling pretty awful afterwards and when he has the white blood cells reintroduced into his system, he will not immediately feel better. in fact, he might feel quite a bit worse. i have been told that he will need a chaperone as he did on tuesday–this time, there will be a sedative. for him, not for me, damnit!
we came back from the clinic and justin immediately fell asleep. i cancelled all my facebook friend plans and was so grateful that everybody was so understanding. sure, i felt guilty but i was the one creating the guilty–nobody was putting more on me.
but there was one friend i was too late to be able to cancel. facebook friend #330 ron winegar and i have been facebook friends for about a year. he drove in from panama city to meet me for lunch.
i am so grateful for my facebook friends, the ones i see and the ones i haven’t had a chance to see. .. . yet.